finally understand what it means to push ourselves, myself, to the limit already. today i experienced it. hmmm... 3 sets of 20 push-ups, 20 crunches and 5 compass start jumps plus a little bit of running running isn't difficult. but somehoweven before we couldfinish the third set the band was dying. and i didn't feel it until i told neo to take drills and i fell in. MAN, luckily matthew decided that we need not do drills.

youknow those kind of circumstances where everything in front of you just turns black then you cut out everything. like there's air muffling the sounds that reach your ear and you get just really really cold. yeah. fainting spells. thanks to matthew if not i would have fainted... so would have others. pushing to the limit. i never expected mine to be so low. but i don't know what was up with me today. i had to sit there for full 10 mins. darn. so lousy. i couldn't even walk straight back to the band room la wth. damn. 30mins through sectionals couldn't blow properly. >.<" sometimes, things just don't go your way. NEVER do all the pt and stuff when you've had a break for 3 weeks. and you're in the midst of construction. woohoo. good thing that whole feelign disappeared once we started set piece. i still feel cold though, doesn't help that the section's sitting next to the podium where strong wind just blows in. the limit.



physcially, i reached alimit today. musically, rimb's limits are beyond the horizon. 4 months. 4more months. hard work, commitment. that's all i'm asking for now. show me that i can know no limits to how much we can achieve.